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1st year supposedly.

2010-08-05T23:42:00.002+08:00

I think everyone thinks that this blog is alr dead. :(

Well, kind of. Sudden lost in interest in blogging. My life is really boring these days. Everyday I shut my eyes I can only dream abt army n army n army.

SHIT my life. N today is an emooooooo day. 05/08/2010. Ok la, nth much to be emo abt. Just that august reminds me loads of stuff which happened every single year. Its always the most eventful month of my 19 years.

The only consolation I have gotten is that I have a week off thks to NDP. So I am free till 15/08! not bad uh, just need to find myself some entertainment now.

OK tmr watching SALT! Hope is not a letdown...

7th month in army!

2010-07-10T00:02:00.003+08:00

Its been really long since I last updated my blog....

Where shld I start?

3 months in 40 SAR as a trooper. It really sux with things like NDP, field camps coming up. SGTs are actually really nice guys. Everything is still controlled by Uncle Chong (GUESS WHO!)

My life have been revolving without a goal. This type of emptiness really sux. Need to get back on some sort of resolution be4 I waste this 2 years away.

The girls is starting uni soon!!!! OMG la. Its like so fun. Wad sports camp, cultural camp, secret pals stuff. I want this type of life man. I miss school, i miss camps (not field camps) and I miss LIFE!!! HELPPPPPPPPP!!!

The things I really care in the past doesn't seem make me concern these days. I am too tired I guess? But its really a gd thing becos I finally can start anew n fresh.

Havent been in church since
I dont remember when
Things were going great
Til they fell apart again
So I listened to the preacher
As he told me what to do
Said you cant go hating othes
who done wrong to you
Sometimes we get angry
But we must not condemn
Let the good Lord do his job
And you just pray for them

I pray your brakes go out
Running down a hill
I pray and flower pot falls
From a window sill
And knocks you in the head like Id like to
I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls
I pray your flying high when your engine stalls
I pray all your dreams never come true
Just know wherever you are
Honey, I pray for you

Really glad I found my way to church
Cause Im already feeling better and I thank God for the words
So Im gonna take the high road
And do what the preacher told me to do
You keep messing up
And Ill keep praying for you

I pray your tire blows out at 110
I pray you pass out with your best friend
And wake up with his and her tattoos

Wherever you are, near or far, in your house or in your car
Wherever you are honey, I pray for you.

OK, I shall go sleep. Tmr still need to bring old teachers and yound students to watch NE show. Yawns.

Signing out!

Fuck up KH camp

2010-05-01T00:13:00.002+08:00

This is stupid.
Life being a PTE is worst than a REC!
I miss my offshore little island of tekong and yarns to go back there instead of being stuck in this mainland camp.
Fuck the life in KH camp.
Trust them to say that "You are in a unit AND UR MORALE IS VERY IMPORTANT TO US"
when they fucking don give a damn about ur welfare and ur morale.
I realy wonder sometimes that the chervons on so near to their heart is there just for show or if they REALLY HAVE what it takes to wear this rank.
All I can blame for this shit that i am in now is KARMA.

KARMA for screwing up ur interview
KARMA for screwing up ur IPPT
KARMA for screwing up ur BMT
KARMA for saying Armour Infantry is xiong....

POP LOH!

2010-04-11T21:24:00.006+08:00

POP LOH~~~!!!

My Section 3!

Section 4. Buddy section!

With fake dad

With fake mum

Finally POP alr.
The blisters, the sweat, the abrasion is all worth it.
The 24km, the AGRs, the strength training, field camp, sit test is NTH compared to the friendship forged.

Section 3 would be dearly missed.

Moving on to the next phase of life. Hope it would be gd n wad I want.

i'M deeply sorry

2010-03-26T22:44:00.001+08:00

Field camp done!
Sit test done!
No more outfield for BMT!
WOAH!

Haix... I think I seriously made a big mistake.
No one I can really talk to abt this.
I can only blame myself for not thinking hard enuff.
I ruined people.

3 more weeks!

2010-03-21T17:00:00.002+08:00

3 more weeks n I will say gdbye to pussy island.
Now is really the time to chiong my pull up.
If not,its really a GG.
N N N sit test this week. Hope I can pass.
3 more weeks n we'll be thru!

Time to give up. Or wad else can I do.
Y do bad things always happen...

feeling sick

2010-03-14T09:43:00.003+08:00

Feeling really sick now....
But at least field camp is now over.
Time to slack alittle and be garung again during sit test. haha

你的手機又收不到　　
　我像瘋子在街上繞
　努力跑　你的溫度　
　雨淋過幾條街都散不掉
　你面無表情的嘴角　
　像在嘲笑我的胡鬧
　回頭看　突然明瞭
　愛過了使用期效妳就想逃

　我想維持禮貌忘記驕傲
　繼續做你唯一的城堡

　習慣就好　習慣就好
　是我選擇看不到分手預兆
　沒有一絲睡意的困擾無法治療

　習慣就好　習慣就好
　我承認我的偽裝是真的不夠好
　請給我多一秒＊

Repeat＊

習慣就好　習慣就好
一個人在雨裡繼續的奔跑
卻發現再也聽不到自己的心跳

習慣就好　習慣就好
我承認我的偽裝是真的不夠好
請給我多一秒
一秒

Grades

2010-03-06T17:33:00.003+08:00

Think my grades are acceptable even tho I cannot get in Chem engineering which I know I can't for sure. haha

Hope I can get into
1. Biomolecular and chemical engineering (NTU)
2. Materials engineering (NUS)
3. Economics (SMU)

Totally 3 diff school.

Its field camp week this week! WOAH!
I bet its gng to be another SJ camp with all the shit tekan.
Just have to work well under this pressure.

窗外的天气
就像是你多变的表情
下雨了雨陪我哭泣
看不清我也不想看清
离开你我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里学会放弃
听雨的声音一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的 Rainie love
久违的雨滴一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密能一直延续
我相信我将会看到
彩虹的美丽

冷冷的空气很窒息
我无法呼吸
一万颗雨滴的距离
很彻底让爱消失无息
离开你我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里学会放弃
听雨的声音一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的 Rainie love
窗外的雨滴一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密能一直延续
我相信我将会看到
彩虹的美丽
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密能一直延续
我相信我将会看到
彩虹的美丽

Army days

2010-02-27T22:39:00.002+08:00

Quite long since I last blogged.

Being an NS man is so-so. Not as bad as I think.
Getting used to the life. Reminds me of days as cadets.
Karma~~~ becos u r the cadet now. Lols.

Anw, not really allowed to say much abt army days. But ya, its been fine so far.
6 more weeks to go!

NS life

2010-02-05T15:14:00.003+08:00

Going NS liao.
Wad can I say....
I just hope I get a real cool buddy who can clique super super well with me
N I get into a nice company with a nice OC.
N I can pass my napfa soooonnn...
See u guys on CNY. They shld not be confining me during this IMPORTANT festive period right?
I emphasize on the word IMPORTANT

Letter

2010-02-03T11:21:00.002+08:00

3 more days to NS
The 1 year 10 months that I have to suffered thru. Gosh...

I wonder if I shld send it over.
Damn this feeling.
Need some courage....

This call is meant to be brief
a simple hello ending with goodbye
Then you say hello
now, I am melting
and now my goodbye
becomes a goodnight
I don't mind if you don't mind
please say you do not mind if this call
goes on all night
cause I have more to say
my afternoon was O.K.
my evening was fine but this night
I want it to be the best night
of our lives

Sweet Darling
this is my confession to
the crimes of wanting you badly
And Darlin' if you're wondering
here's your answer
yes I like you
I don't love you
I can't love you
yet

These calls are getting longer
and these nights go on
and on and on forever
I do believe I'm getting better
knowing you
hopefully all of you
Sitting watching movies
we both know I do not watch a bit of it
cause I am much too busy
leaving my hand close enough
so you'll hold it

Sweet Darling
this is my confession to
the crimes of wanting you badly
And Darlin' if you're wondering
here's your answer
yes I like you
I don't love you
I can't love you

And I can not stop thinking about you
I can not stop wondering
if you're constantly
thinking about me
Don't close your eyes dear I'm still staring
I won't lie dear I'm still breathing
even though your beauty is breath taking

Sweet Darling
this is my confession to
the crimes of wanting you badly
And Darlin' if you're wondering
here's your answer
yes I like you
I can't love you
I can't love you

running

2010-01-27T20:36:00.003+08:00

The best way to increase ur running timing tremendously!

Slack + Overloaded with alcohol = Slow speed.... really slow.

Its like less than 2 weeks to army.
My 2.4 timing now is like 12. WTF!
Seriously need to run more. JY!

GG-fied life...

daybreakers!

2010-01-26T23:19:00.003+08:00

Awesome day with Marc's batch :)
Talked alot abt random stuff just now over dinner.
Somehow reminds me of some past n make me think quite alot now....
In a gd way that is....

Can't believe that I speaked so long for like abt 3 hrs!!!! Haha.
Gd luck to all those J1s/poly 1 students. Hope they get the sch they want.

Time for a short movie review even tho I watched so many movies from the last movie review:

Anw, ppl! U shld watch this show!
Its really great. But the ending sux.
The graphic is there,
the action is there,
the pretty girl is not there :(
the handsome vampire is there
the gore is there
Just a nice movie. trust me.... Haha

A run solves everything

2010-01-23T21:50:00.002+08:00

Just had a run. Late at night ya...
Stupid ppl ps-ed me n end up no one gng supper with me. Lols.
a run just solves all my boredom.
Now I just want to sleep.

～我听不懂我看
不懂我猜不透～

我静静等在转角
等玻璃透亮了街道
眼泪往下掉你曾经对着我微笑
夜景美丽的喧闹
在我眼中已不重要
打湿了外套这感觉谁又会知道
我是你的影子随时都可能消失
你说了太多借口我不懂

看来我不懂不懂你的冷漠
我不懂不懂怎么承受
为什么现在听你每句话
怎么都会有点心痛
如果你要走带走所有的痛
你要走那就放我自由
我沉默只是因为我
不要看到你在他怀中

我静静等在转角
等玻璃透亮了街道
眼泪往下掉你曾经对着我微笑
我是你的影子随时都可能消失
你说了太多借口我不懂

看来我不懂不懂你的冷漠
我不懂不懂怎么承受
为什么现在听你每句话
怎么都会有点心痛
如果你要走带走所有的痛
你要走那就放我自由
我沉默只是因为我不
要看到你在他怀中～～

我听不懂我看不懂
我猜不透你的心
看来我不懂不懂你的冷漠
我不懂不懂怎么承受
为什么现在听你每句话
怎么都会有点心痛
你要走带走所有的痛
你要走那就放我自由
我沉默只是因为我不
要看到你在他怀中～～

EMO me....

2010-01-22T01:18:00.003+08:00

“在回忆的路程
因为双脚疼痛
我放慢了脚步
走的却更痛苦”

Another day

2010-01-21T13:56:00.002+08:00

Its just another few more days to a complete shave! OMG!
Must really spend it well and spend it wisely...

Played like 5 hours of pool with the SNCOs.
It was kind of fun. Must continue to practice then 1 day I may just thrash my Shifu! XD
N went Brewerkz after that with Van, WH, Charlene.

Wheat beer >>>> steam beer.

BKK Trip!

2010-01-18T11:20:00.005+08:00

Before blogger stop working again and feil to upload pics, I shall not procrastinate and say something abt BKK trip with family! Haha. The photos are not corrupted this time round. HENG ahhhh....

Before leaving for BKK. Group shot!

In Jetstar! Is much better than Tiger Air. Seriously. At least it is leather seats.

This is my cousin btw. Had a hard time taking this photo. Lols.

This is supposed to be a nice shot. But the cameraman aka my bro was shaking for some reason.
This is the hotel we stayed in. Thai's tallest building.

After a night of shopping, had dinner at some bar theme resturant. A concept like Brewerks and Yello Jello merged. Haha.

See my cousin trying to gobble up this pig trotters! LOLS.
Ms UNGLAM!

The 3 kids in the grp. Haha.
At Central Sqaure plaza?

Artistic shot by me!

N this is what my dad do when we are shopping. Just slack around and wait.

Taken at the hotel observation deck while the LAO REN all went for foot massage.
Its supposed to be some cool emo shot.
But I laughed. Shit....

The aunties and my driver mum.

A family shot

Failed Zhi pai by my bro. So NOOB!

SEE! This is called pro!

SPECIAL MENTION:
My Zhi Lian cousin! Haha.
70% of the photos in her camera are like that.

Leaving Bangkok!
The pact shall hold.
I will come back 2 years later after ARMY!
N this time round it would only be kids. No adults. Haha.

不是我不爱

2010-01-17T12:37:00.000+08:00

BKK trip over, chalet over.
Lost again.
Another 20 days to my NS life.
Dumb blogger. Can't upload photos again!
N FB is dumb too. THey manage to spoil ppl's mood sometimes becos u get to know wad others are thinking. (OK dumb reason but its true)

消失阿沁

灰色的空气凝结变成零下冰冷的泪
手指头落下的灰剩下就快熄灭的烟
我打开窗帘靠在窗边独自望着蓝天
倒带里留下全都是你在画面

回想起我的童年其实不算浪费时间
发生过种种一切我都把它当作纪念
我打开盒子拿出生日你送我的项链
眼眶里落下都是为你流的眼泪

爱情要消失的瞬间
是你要离开那一夜　
在一个冰冷的雨天
过了好久我还能感觉

回忆起逝去的昨天
你的声音我听不见
那次分开我们说好不会再见

你那温暖的手曾经拿着我在身边
每一天你说新的温度我还能一直有感觉
哇HO。。。。。
爱情要消失的瞬间
是你要离开那一夜　
在一个冰冷的雨天
过了好久我还能感觉

不是我不爱

回忆起逝去的昨天
你的声音我听不见
那次分开我们说好不会相念
那次分开我们说好不会再见

BANGKOK!

2010-01-15T15:25:00.002+08:00

3 days shopping trip in Bangkok with family.
Almost broke both legs and had myself more stuff despite enlisting in less than 20 days :(
It was fun overall becos u don have to pay! Someone is there to give u money. haha
BUt do rather a slacking hol than this.
This type of hol can be so STRESSFUL!
Haha. Settled with Grace to go Thailand 2 years later :):):)

This time round, all the photos will not be corrupted! YES!

Elitest!

2010-01-11T18:44:00.002+08:00

Yes.... my bro got out of the fate of being labelled as an ITE student.
But his results are not so fantastic anw.
Y my mum must be so happy that he scored a meidocre 22 points for L1R4.
Just beecos he don have to go ITE?
Courses are picking him. Not him picking courses.
I can't help in anyway.
So don't ask me how.

Here I come THAILAND! The Hon Nan Land! Haha

The days that will nvr come back

2010-01-10T00:25:00.002+08:00

OK. Its fun to have this human behaviour project. Its abt time to write a report! haha.
****Secret operations in progress****

I am srry my dear cousin. But I am posting another music again. haha.
PRAWNING!!!!
Thailand in 2 more days! Excited... Green curry I will be back!!

灰色的空氣凝結變成零下冰冷的淚
手指頭落下的灰剩下就快熄滅的菸
我打開窗簾靠在窗邊獨自望著藍天
腦袋裡留下全都是你在的畫面

回想起我的童年其實不算浪費時間
發生過種種一切我都把它當做紀念
我打開盒子拿出生日你送我的項鍊
眼眶裡落下都是為你流的眼淚

愛情要消失的瞬間　是你要離開那一夜
在一個冰冷的雨天　過了好久我還能感覺

回憶起失去的昨天　你的聲音我聽不見
那次分開我們說好不會再見

你那溫暖的手曾經拉著我
在身邊　每一天
你手心的溫度我還能一直有感覺

回憶起失去的昨天　你的聲音我聽不見
那次分開我們說好不會想念
那次分開我們說好不會再見

Past week +++

2010-01-05T22:19:00.002+08:00

My damn cousin say I have no life becos my updates does not associate my life and my blog together. Thx.
N pls bring me to prawning if u see this msg! Haha.

So I shall update some of the more recent happennings. Lols.

Haha. SJ buddies meet up. Great to have them as buddies for the last 4 years and we will continue to be.
Timbre pizza is real nice.
We snatch the food like some hungry ghost :/

Went clubbing with WC, Chaiy, YZ, jol, lynn on Xmas eve. Rebel. Hmmm, its quite ok...... but the music was not that great. N I ended up helping WC and Chaiy. Its quite funny.
N I must clarify things: I am innocent that night!!!!

.
The next day went clubbing with DX, Junqi, JH. Lols. 2 nights of club is really draining.
Zouk have better dance floor than Rebel. But more hiong ppl around. thats all i can say.

JC's bday 'celebration' after X'mas. 3rd night staying up. Lols.
So called. haha. Its all imprompt2.
Rather happening night even tho its imrpompt2.
JC is NOT 15!

PRI SCHOOL OUTING! It was quite cool to meet these peeps again.
I turned out to be the odd one out.
Not much topic becos I am in JC and they r all in poly. OMG.
But its still fun talking cock with them. lols.

New year is not that cool. Lols
Spent my new year with this clown and JC.
Orchard central have this huge countdown timer thingy.
Quite cool. But it only show the numbers and thats about it. -.-

And laser quest ytd.
Sweat the hell out of us.
Its worst than 2.4km run.
N the lasers don work at times! DAMN!
FUN! Shld go again some day.

OMG! Boring

2010-01-05T12:23:00.001+08:00

OMG. The hols are getting a little out of hand. Its getting so boring noW!!!!
No more WC, no more KahMeng. :(
SIANNNNN....
Hope can go thailand trip real soon!
6 more days!

Use somebody

2010-01-02T18:55:00.001+08:00

Nice song. :)

I've been roaming around
Always looking down
And all I see
Painted faces
Fill the places
I can't reach

You know
That I could
Use somebody
You know
That I could
Use somebody

Someone like you
And all you know
And how you speak
Countless lovers
Under cover
Of the street

You know
That I could
Use somebody
You know
That I could
Use somebody
Someone like you...

Off in the night
While you live it up
I'm off to sleep
Wagin' war
To shake the poet
And the beat

I hope it's gonna
Make you notice
I hope it's gonna
Make you notice

Someone like me,
Someone like me,
Someone like me, somebody.

Go and let it out...

Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody

I've been roamin' around
Always lookin' down at all I see

Pack!

2010-01-02T15:36:00.003+08:00

Just packed my room.
Its relatively cleaner now. Haha
I found out I kept so much rubbish!
But these rubbish somehow brings back memories of the past.
Anw, threw most of it away except some which i feel will be really meaningful to keep.

I don like new year becos:
1. A few more weeks to NS.
2. I am gng 19.... wun be as meaningful as 18. :(
3. No more concessioN!!!! F*** <<<<<< Main reason KNNBCCB

2010

2010-01-01T01:38:00.002+08:00

Its only 2 years away from 2o12.
Welcome 2010!

OK some new year resolutions:
1. Get fit.... may my pacs come with the training from army
2. Survive Sispec. Get my SGT rank and 900 bucks pay!
3. Lets get more friends!
4. A levels? Lets hope for the best.

Actually there is nth much I can think of for 2010. It is just gotta be plain boring. Haha.

Review: 2o09

2009-12-31T12:17:00.002+08:00

Year of 2009.

This year is full of ups and downs.
I have one of the happiest moments of my life
Also one of the most tedious and unbearable moment.

Everything is gng to end tonight.
It shld have been a good year.
But its not.

Yet I shld really thank everything that happened,
becos it made me grow up.
Growing up can be really tough.

To conclude year 2009: Memorable yet not enjoyable.

Forward to 2010!

Makes u wonder

2009-12-29T02:00:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I just wonder if what u have done for the past few days, past few weeks, past few months have been right or wrong.

Maybe it is just wrong to step into the age of 18,
The age of sensitivity and emo-ness.
Things can get so tensed up at times and relax the next moment.

Sorry for ranting but maybe I am really not strong enough after all.

Escape from every fact that I have screwed ur As up.
Escape from the fact that I got screwed up by something so minor.
Escape from everything while I still can.
Escape can make me happy momentarily.
How long more can I hold.....

But I guess that's more than enough for now.

Not the time, nvr the time

2009-12-28T00:48:00.003+08:00

3 days without consistent sleep
Pimples poping out.
Ouch.

2 nights of going wild make me legs a little sore.
But it was fun.

Totally into Karma now.

JC's bday is impromp2. But hopes he like it
Pri school outing was quite cool
Meeting the peeps that I missed out for 4 years.
1 more group of friends :)

Time to catch some sleep be4 another hectic day.
Not the time yet. Nvr the time.

Happiness in an empty shell

2009-12-23T17:33:00.003+08:00

Going out is much more tiring than studying.
Lols.
But its fun till now.
MONEY is what I need now!!!
OMG. BROKe!
Let me strike TOTO 4D horse racing.
Anything! But I don buy. Haha

OK. Random. Lets go Timbre with SJ peeps :)

BREAK Up week

2009-12-21T23:46:00.002+08:00

Back from bangkok!
Island trip in Samed Island was fun and the beach was nice. Comparable to the one in Aust.
Shopping is not as expected.
Not as much things to buy as I protray it to be
N WC kind of lost all the photos. Hope it can be retrieved.

This few days is really rough.
Alot have changed.
Turning point for many.
Hope that they would do just fine.
It can be really painful,

"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger"
JY to these ppl out there.

haixxx

2009-12-06T22:51:00.003+08:00

There is a need to set a new goal in life.
Used to have a goal after A's.
But I don think there's a need to fufil it.
"A need to explore other options."

習慣了你的重量溫柔得壓在手上
現在卻不得不放
習慣了你的味道漂浮在我的肩膀
想到從前我們都笑了都哭了
最後一次一起分享月光隔著一只行李箱
我知道這樣忍痛退讓只為了一絲微笑

我不會愛擁抱總是太沉太慢
甜蜜常常少說一段用心再深看不出來
當你遇見一份除了我之外的溫暖
兩人的幸福成了三人擁擠不堪
我試著填滿心卻一再少一塊
就算我對你的愛深的像一片海
重的我放不開
親愛的我想我不會愛

如果時間可以抵上感傷
我願意無限制的燃燒
只要你的鏡頭永遠印著微笑

我不會愛擁抱總是太沉太慢
甜蜜常常少說一段用心再深看不出來
當你遇見一份除了我之外的溫暖
兩人的幸福成了三人擁擠不堪
我試著填滿心卻一再少一塊
就算我對你的愛深的像一片海
重的我放不開
真的我真的不會愛

愛是燒痛我雙手的焰火
卻也為你燦爛了黑夜黑夜~~
愛擁抱總是太慢
甜蜜常常少說了一段
我用心再深看不出來
當你遇見一份除了我之外的溫暖
除了好好祝福我能怎麼辦
對你的愛就算像一片海
重的我放不開
親愛的我真的不會愛

Live like we're dying.

2009-12-03T00:51:00.002+08:00

Kris Allen's new singles! Super cool lyrics. Absolutely true.
Live like we are dying!

Sometimes we fall down and cant get back up
Were hiding behind skin thats too tough
How come we dont say I love you enough
Till its too late its not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that wont come
We could make a feast from these crumbs
And were all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you
What would you wish you wouldve done

Yeah gotta start
Lookin at the hand of the time weve been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin it
Every second counts on a clock thats tickin
Gotta live like were dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell em that we love em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like were dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbyes
Should be so careful who we live out our lives
So when we long for absolution
Therell no one on the line

Yeah gotta start
Lookin at the hand of the time weve been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin it
Every second counts on a clock thats tickin
Gotta live like were dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell em that we love em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like were dying

Like were dying oh - like were dying [x2]

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell em that we love em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live - like were dying

We never know a good thing till its gone
You never see a crash until its head on
All those people right when were dead wrong
You never know a good thing till its gone

Yeah gotta start
Lookin at the hand of the time weve been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start livin it
Every second counts on a clock thats tickin
Gotta live like were dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell em that we love em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like were dying

Like were dying oh - like were dying [x2]

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell em that we love em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like were dying

EXAMS OVER!!!!

2009-12-01T12:59:00.002+08:00

Exams are finally over.
Objective reached.
Now have to set new goals in my life.
Like life suddenly went directionless. haha.

Almost got a job from Singtel.... but ended up becos i can't work immediately then they don want me. WTHHH..... N the pay is good. 7-9 dollars/ hr.

When Brewwerkz with these dudes. Had a wonderful time talking at the bar. Haha.
Had a fun time suanning Chaiy and his tummy.
Need more of these outings I guess.

Finally got time to uncase the harman kardon speakers that my bro decided to give me.
So wasteful to buy and say he don't want it after that.
But who cares, I got the speakers for free can liao :)
The sound quality is good too. MUAHaHAHAHAHAAHa

Its nvr possible after AS party.

2009-11-30T10:07:00.003+08:00

Back from AS party. Tired.... later still have paper. Hope that it would be fine.

Let's visit COCO later :)

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己像是空气

大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己

如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情

如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

Everyone needs time.
Some take less time, while I need more.

Post exam trauma

2009-11-26T22:18:00.002+08:00

Post exam mood ON liao.
Great! Haha.

Kbox with class peeps. Had happy time with them.
PJ dance was sexy and WH and KO made a positive example for sexyback.
Lols. Justin shld have a look at the video.

Sore throat the next day and still have to go beg for money during flag day.
Epic fail this year.
Gng to get the least out of my 6 years of service.
Hope can get 1st in zone la.
Judging from the situation
I doubt so..

Been so long since I last met ppl from OTC.
Nice to meet them again. Haha.
Shld have more outing man.
Time to organise a bowling session for Adam

OK. Feel so sick now.
Flu + Sore throat.
Surviving on strepsils and panadol.
Hope this remedy works well.

Freedom

2009-11-20T22:34:00.001+08:00

Today finally did something other than studying.
1st sign of freedom.
Freedom is real near and everyone can smell it.
Ultimatee and I know I am gng to love it.

Confidence

2009-11-19T10:55:00.004+08:00

5 more papers to go.
Something to be happy about, ya?

Papers have been so unexpected.
No confidence in everything.
Really hope can get wat I want in the end.

Put up plans for hols alr.
Gng Thailand 2 times in 2 months.
Looking forward to it.
Really need to have fun like gng Aust with Wei Ren during sec 4.
SHOPPING!!!! WOAH!
Revamp my wardrobe man.

Hmm, seems to be kind of loose and nth much to do. Haha
And that stupid Mindef haven't send any letters yet.
Can't even start finding jobs.
They are so shingz.

A few more papers to go.
Just have to survive these ordeal.
I can see the end of the tunnel alr.
JYJYJYJY!!!!!!!!

范逸臣 - 國境之南
詞：嚴云農

如果海會說話
如果風愛上砂
如果有些想念
遺忘在漫長的長假
我會聆聽浪花
讓風吹過頭發
任記憶里的愛情
在時間潮汐里喧嘩

非得等春天遠了夏天才近了
我是在回首時終于懂得
當陽光再次
回到那飄著雨的國境之南
我會試著把那一年的故事
再接下去說完
當陽光再次
離開那太晴朗的國境之南
妳會不會把妳曾帶走的愛
在告別前用微笑全歸還

海很藍星光燦爛
我仍空著我的臂彎
天很寬在我獨自唱歌的夜晚
請原諒我的愛訴說的太緩慢

當陽光再次
回到那飄著雨的國境之南
我會試著把那一年的故事
再接下去說完
當陽光再次
離開那太晴朗的國境之南
妳會不會把妳曾帶走的愛
在告別前用微笑全歸還

A levels is finally here

2009-11-09T14:39:00.003+08:00

BEFORE:

AFTER:

Say goodbye to my stickers on my calculator. :(
A levels is finally here.
Tmr is the 1st paper.
I think I am more worried for prelims than for A levels for some reason.
Kind of looking forward to it. Haha.

Good luck peeps!

爱只剩下躯壳
为什么还不放手却拉扯
是我不甘心还是不舍
为何我还在固执的拔河
其实我真的很难过
只是难过都沦为沉默
可能我真的不懂得让你更快乐

我想和你在一起却在你未来缺席
给你的爱那些美丽已长成藤蔓缠着我的生命
在你的未来缺席像是一出剧本未完待续
预留伏笔把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果就算瞬间老去毫不犹豫

爱是不是都一样
无论多漫长终究曲终人散
可是我不想因为不敢却步沮丧
然後半途收场
其实我真的很难过
只是难过都沦为沉默
可能我真的不懂得让你更快乐

我想和你在一起却在你未来缺席
给你的爱那些美丽已长成藤蔓缠着我的生命
在你的未来缺席像是一出剧本未完待续
预留伏笔把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果拥抱你不犹豫

能不能将你的样子忘掉
舍不舍得爱让我控制不了
只想要把你拥抱
其实爱上一个人没有解药
我的静脉流着爱陪你到老
原来我还会微笑

我想和你在一起却在你未来缺席
在你的未来缺席像是一出剧本未完待续
预留伏笔把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果就算瞬间老去毫不犹豫

王妃- 蕭敬騰

2009-11-02T21:41:00.003+08:00

A's is just less than 10 days. My engine is finally picking up alittleeee momentum. Hope it will go full gear by the time I take A's and own all those noob papers.

Everytime I study will start thinking of what I will do after finishing As when i haven't even start it yet! OMG. But its fun to think of it once in a while. Not too much!!!

***FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS***
Last lap! NO ONE shall hinder me now.

N shit la... my hair now look like some NSF becos i said I want it short and neat which can last me for a month. I guess this hair can last me for 2 months -.- Sian....

蕭敬騰 seriously got a damn good voice. Haha. Hope I have his voice then i can go Kbox and mesmerise everyone! OMG!!! IDOLising his voice >.<

曲：李偲菘／詞：陳鎮川／導演：賴偉康

搖晃的紅酒杯，嘴唇像染著鮮血
那不尋常的美，難赦免的罪
誰忠心的跟隨，充其量當個侍衛
腳下踩著玫瑰，回敬一個吻當安慰

可憐

像蠢動的音樂，教人們怎麼成眠
不知名的香水，窒息的鬼魅
鋒利的高跟鞋，讓多少心腸破碎
彎刀一般的眉，捍衛你的秘密花園

＊CHORUS＊
夜太美，儘管再危險，總有人黑著眼眶熬著夜
愛太美，儘管再危險，願賠上了一切超支千年的淚

痛太美，儘管再卑微，也想嚐粉身碎骨的滋味
妳太美，儘管再無言，我都想用石堆隔絕世界
我的王妃我要霸佔妳的美
＊CHORUS＊

那催情的音樂，聽起來多麼愚昧
妳武裝的防備，傷妳的是誰
靠近我一點點，是不一樣的世界
安睡在我的肩，我用生命為妳加冕

BYE BYE KM!

2009-10-31T01:07:00.002+08:00

Say goodbye to out dearest KM!

He dressed like he is gng overseas to study...
BUT NO. Its sispec training.
Haha. i can see myself in this situation a year down the road.
Sad his parents did not come due to the poor weather condition.
Will utterly miss him until 21st. Haha
By then A levels would be about to be over :)
OMG. That sounds gay. Haha.

Hope he comes back intact XD

SILVER!

2009-10-28T11:47:00.005+08:00

WOW!

Say goodbye to:
1. The smelly and taste like vomit recovery protein
2. The pull up bar
3. Exhaustion from studying and exercising everyday.

At least for now.....

BECOS I passed NAPFA!
I must say I am quite tyco.
Muhahahahaha.
Now got another hmm, 2 months.

Called MINDEF.
They said I may get in during May which is like OMG, WTF.
No way I am going in with POLY ppl man.
I still want my SISpec.

A happy man today :)
Someone almost spoilt it. But lets not be bothered.
PARTY HERE I COME!

Prelims

2009-10-27T18:43:00.002+08:00

Everything went not very well nowadays.
I think I have lost steam.
Have to go out to study everyday.
If not, i would end up using the stupid comp.
DIE.

Prelims results was ok.
but I tot I could have gotten my top 25% in cohort.
Ended up getting 72th precentile.
$$$$ fly away liao.

Farewell concert was fun.....
Most part of it at least.

Enlisting alittle too early : 12 dec 2009
I don want sia...
So i hope I pass Napfa tmr!!! Damn.

To A levels markers: HERE I COME! LET ME OWN U B****!

Last train home

2009-10-18T11:13:00.000+08:00

To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared
She told me that it's all a part of the choices that your making
Even when you think you're right
You have to give to take

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

I wonder if you're listening
Picking up on the signals
Sent back from within
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know whats going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

Well we sing if we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing if it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason to ever fall in love

But we sing
If we're going no where
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing with out a reason to never fall in love
To never fall in love again

Prelims!

2009-10-15T20:55:00.001+08:00

BCCC/E.

WTH... I just missed my BBCC/D by so little. Damn Maths and GP. I shld have worked harder :(

All you said was "its clear"

2009-10-14T18:25:00.008+08:00

I am an idiot.
TIme to study...
BB

Sunset, only when I have lost it

2009-10-12T18:58:00.002+08:00

"The most beautiful things can be just around u"

I have been finding nice sunset in SG. But nvr managed to find any.
Just when i was to give up, I found it.
Its just around me.
I always pass by it during my runs.
YET, I keep missing it.

Maybe I am blind.....
One of the best sunset can be found in SengKang.

Running is one of the best thing on Earth.
When u r feeling down, running helps to keep u away from all these stress momentaily.

You said u missed me

2009-10-11T21:37:00.000+08:00

I tried.
YET
I failed.

Study study!

2009-10-09T20:26:00.002+08:00

Prelims was not very well done overall.... screwed up physics big time... Maths paper 2 also GG-ed.

Maths: 64.5/100
Physics: 60/100
Chem: 62.5/100
Econs: At most 60/100

I guess everything is CCCC/E? GP is sure GG de la

Studying out is great! It makes me focus quite well. At least u get to talk to ur friends when u feel like taking a break and stuff. TCC is a great place for MUGGING! Love it! They don't chase u away! Muhahahahaha

Addicted to this OLD OLD SONG by BSB.....

Hmm, yeah, yeah
Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here don't put out the glow
Hold me now don't bother if every minute it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that I've become, oh yeah

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Sadness is beautiful loneliness that's tragical
So help me I can't win this war, oh no
Touch me now don't bother if every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart

I'm lookin' back on things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
I'll keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Show you the shape of my heart

Ris Low.... BOOMZ

2009-10-06T21:18:00.005+08:00

I know this Ris Low thingy is super outdated
but its still so funny
despite watching it for a few times. haha.

I shall start my whole revision timetable tmr.
Phy is just so dead... I am gng to get a C for it :(

Gone.

2009-10-05T22:31:00.002+08:00

Today getting back results is a complete OWNAGE!
Totally.
Love it. Haha.
Maybe tmr I will be dead. but just let me enjoy today.
Muhahaha.

Ended.
Everything ended.
I shld be much happier now.
I shld....
Welcome back, ZH.

2009-10-04T00:28:00.000+08:00

Watch my life,
Pass me by,
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes

Yeah...

[Chorus]
Cause I want you,
And I feel you,
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me

I've been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You gave me a reason for standing still

[Chorus]

It's falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me: It's not all in my head

Take what's left
Of this man
Make me whole
Once again

[Chorus]

I've been dying inside you see
I'm going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I'm just running in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?
Just running in circles in my mind
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?

龙卷风

2009-09-29T18:12:00.003+08:00

爱像一阵风吹完它就走
这样的节奏谁都无可奈何
没有你以后我灵魂失控

黑云在降落我被它拖著走
静静悄悄默默离开
陷入了危险边缘 baby
我的世界已狂风暴雨~~

ooh~~ 爱情来的太快就像龙卷风
离不开暴风圈来不及逃
我不能再想我不能再想
我不我不我不能~~
爱情走的太快就像龙卷风
不能承受我已无处可躲
我不要再想我不要再想
我不我不我不要再想你~~
不知不觉你已经离开我
不知不觉我跟了这节奏
后知后觉又过了一个秋
后知后觉我该好好生活

不知不觉，你已经离开我
不知不觉，我跟了这节奏
后知后觉，又过了一个秋
后知后觉，我该好好生活 (x2)
不知不觉，你已经离开我
不知不觉，我跟了这节奏
后知后觉，后知后觉...

It's over.

2009-09-28T15:00:00.003+08:00

I feel empty
I felt like nth
Is time the best medicine?

The mask I have to wear, its suffocating me.

Time needed, time unwanted

2009-09-27T17:51:00.003+08:00

Time needed, time unwanted.
Everything seems to stop momentarily.
I feel helpless.
I feel relieved.
Its a contradiction.

We can try - Between the Trees
seems to be a rather approporiate song to sing now.

F1 tonight.

2009-09-27T08:23:00.002+08:00

OH NO!!! Buttons and Rubens both did not get pole position.
Damn....
Vettel is gng to cloose the gap by 8 points tonight. Go Buttons!
The champhionship is for yours to lose.

As one gets older, they need less sleep. I finally realised how real it is.
Counting down: 4 days.

Y don't u just tell me?

2009-09-26T19:20:00.001+08:00

I have a lot to say.
But i don know who i can tell.
This sux.

Moving on

2009-09-26T10:52:00.002+08:00

Just want everything to end soon.
Thursday pls come soon.
I want to clear up everything.
Counting down: 5 days.

N today is dA' day. Surpress urself.

F1 rox!

Sometimes you get affected too.

2009-09-25T14:28:00.004+08:00

One week has passed. Wow... Fast! Prelims is finally 2/3 done n I am only left with 5 more papers. looking forward to THurss.... As in seriously. i think I am alr half dead.

Lets see...

GP: Done. Easy man.... But I am still prepared to fail.

Maths: Done. I think my Pure maths is much much better than stats. Must be the practice done during the hols. haha. Mr Gan, I am gng to get ur 7-11 toy this time round man! LOl

Econs: Paper 2 done. The essay was ok... just qn 1... Airfares shld be elastic!!!! I wrote that... but cross-referncing from KO, Chaiyong and even 2007 prelims paper, they said it is inelastic. Damn.

Chem: Paper 3 done. managed to finish it can liao. Full mark becos I don know which part went wrong.

Phy: Got killed by paper 2. EMO EMO.

N sometimes you just get affected too. I got affected. :( **** it...

New song by Between the trees - We can try:

We Can Try - Between The Trees

What would you say
if I
told you that all I've thought about
is you
since you been gone
I wish some way, some how
I could turn this world right back around
and mend mistakes I made.

So I could say to you that
I know thing aren't quite like what they used to be
different faces, different places yeah.
We could try, oh yeah we could try.

What would you say if I
told you that I'm not givin' up
however long it takes
It's clear that things have changed
since when we started
but we can't just walk away, babe.

So I am telling you
that I know,
thins aren't quite like what they used to be
different places, different faces yeah
We could try, oh yeah we could try.

I know, things aren't quite like used to be
different faces, different places, yeah.
We could try, oh yeah we could try.

I know, things aren't quite like what they used to be.
Different faces, different places, yeah
We can try, oh we can try.

I know, things aren't quite like what they used to be.
different places, different faces, yeah.
We could try, oh yeah, we could try
I know, things aren't quite like what they used to be.
different places, different faces, yeah.
We could try, oh yeah, we could try

周杰倫-說好的幸福呢

2009-09-21T15:17:00.002+08:00

Thks to PJ... I am addicted to this song even tho I am not as EMO as him. lols. Its just nice. Haha.

Enjoy 周杰倫-說好的幸福呢

NUM sales ytd. My bro brought his pair of slippers. I ended up with nth becos don have my size. WTF. Wasted trip there.

And I am going to own maths paper tmr man! Lols. Pan-fried brain over doing Maths for 4 consecutive hours.

It turned out all fine

2009-09-20T09:22:00.003+08:00

Well, more photos uploaded:

Please look to the bottom left hand corner. U see a Chinese man wearing this jap costume. LOL. Wonder what's he is up to. Weird.

NDP chalk painting
AIM: To express our love for the nation.
Outcome: Suan-ing of the teachers in the public. muhahahaha

N see this 2... scandalous sia.... in front of me some more! Shi Min, don u know that I am
Mr paparazzi! haha

Glad that everything turned out fine till now. :)

GP essay

2009-09-18T23:01:00.003+08:00

OMG! My toolbar for blogger is finally BACCCKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wah. its being like 2 months since it when missing. N I can't post anything anymore... its like the blog became a Youtube channel.... OK... start posting photos. but i don know wat to start with... becos all the sequence of event is just jumbled up. N u can't expect me to rmb wat happened 2 months ago. -.-

Damn... Anyway, GP was ok.... its not as hard as I tot. So "Celebrity's life is not to be envied" I agree! haha.

OK, lets start with this.... how can I ever finish this Bday present? 5 litres of heineken still lying around my room. N the expiry date is hmmm, 26 Sept 2009. -.- I think it will be lying around my room forever and ever.
But seriously, thks guys. U all know I love heineken beer. :)

2009-09-13T12:13:00.000+08:00

Currently addicted to Adam Lambert's version of No boundaries. Lols.

OK, itss been super long since I last updated this blog until someone reminded me I haven't update since don't know when. lols. BUT BUT I must say blogger is FUCKED UP! Seriously... the whole toolbar is still gone and stuff even after a month. Haaiz... i give up.

5 weeks have passed since i last updated. Alot have happened. But it shall not be revealed for the greater good. (There's alot of stalkers around.... see the Sunday's times today. Haha)

Well... the month was in fact quite fruitful. Prelimss are nearing... Have to study hard! JYJY to all those who r gng to, or are alr having prelims out there. Like what the music says, "with every step you climb another mountain" So climb it!

Not workign!

2009-08-04T18:20:00.000+08:00

The whole bllogger toolbar is still missing! WTH's wrong with my blogger man. Damn...

Another song by MCfly! Nice band. Haha

I have tried to work out the lyrics by listening to the songs... over and over and over... so there may be some mistakes please be polite when pointing these out..

Some people laugh,
And some people cry,
And some people live,
And some people die,
And some people run,
Right into the fire,
And some people hide,
Their every desire

But we are the lovers,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies

And some people fight,
And some people fall,
Others pretend,
They don't care at all,
If you wanna fight,
I'll stand right beside you,
The day that you fall,
I'll be right behind you,
To pick up the pieces,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies

Woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhooh
Woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaoooooaaahhoooh

Another year over,
And we're still together,
It's not always easy,
But I'm here forever,

Yeah, we are the lovers,
I know you believe me,
When you look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies,
Cause the heart never lies, yeah,
Cause the heart never lies

Commando interview

2009-07-28T17:48:00.000+08:00

Commando interview was killer. Almost died doing all the questionaire.... total added up to 400+ quesstions. Training endurance for A levels man.

Damn, I wonder wat's wrong with Blogger. i can't post anything like photos becos the toolbar is gone. HOW?!

Nice song by Mcfly! Haha. New album out but havent download it yet. Sad.

Here's Another Song for the Radio!
Life isn't fair for the people who care
Stick your nose in the air and that's how you go far
So go tell your lovers,
Your fathers, your brothers,
Your sisters, your mothers
How lucky they are

Light Speed, out of my mind!
I'm hurt, but I'll be fine
Put your fist in the air
Raise Your voice and declare,
Singing: "We Don't Care.",
WE DON'T CARE!
"We Don't Care!"
WE DON'T CARE!

So here's another song for the radio
And here's another line from the heart
So don't pretend you hate us as you sing along
'Cos we all look the same in the dark

L.A. temptations or music sensations
There's great expectations that weigh on our heads.
So here's to the liars who dream and conspire
Against the admired,
We hope you drop dead
Light Speed, out of my mind!
I'm hurt, but I'll be fine

Put your fist on your chest
Raise Your voice in protest,
Singing: "We Don't Care.",
WE DON'T CARE!
"We Don't Care!"
WE DON'T CARE!

So here's another song for the radio
And here's another line from the heart
So don't pretend you hate us as we sing our songs
'Cos we all look the same in the dark

We Don't. We Don't Care (3x)
Here's one for the radio (4x)

So here's another song for the radio!
And here's another line from the heart
So don't pretend you hate us when we sing our songs
'Cos we all look the same in the dark
Here's another song for the radio!
And here's another line from the heart
So don't pretend you hate us when you sing along
'Cos we all look the same in the dark
(For the radio)
We all look the same in the dark
We all look the same in the dark
(For the Radio)
'Cos we all look the same
We all look the same in the dark!

2009-07-21T20:00:00.001+08:00

Dudes, don think that this blog is already dead. Is just that i am too busy and have no time to blog for now.

As is really nearing and I am gng to make sure I study hard. I only got 55 rank points for Mid years while my class highest was 67.5. *Faints* Still far from them. Anw, i am just gng to try my best to get into some course in NUS/NTU/SMU. Not gng to really care if I will like the course or not. i don have much choice. its restricted by results.

Oh shit... i shld not be talking abt results here... today i am here to talk abt hmmmm.... ANCO again ba. Delicate Part 2 since last meeting ended 3 days ago (Lagged response here) And shit this blogger is not working. Can't upload any pics. -.- Bad luck.... i guess I will have to come back to talk abt it another day...

N you left me.

2009-07-15T20:23:00.003+08:00

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Say no evil, hear no evil, see no evil

2009-07-11T12:07:00.002+08:00

Got some of the JCTs results back already. its screwed up. Only phy did kinda well. The rest is GGGGGGGGG. Omg... 16 weeks to A levels. Sounds so short suddenly. Must start working on 60% now.

Results as follows:

Phy: 65/100 Not bad :)
Chem: 41/100 Expected la.... but just not so bad.
Maths: 42/85 Almost passed.
Econs: Unknown
GP: Don talk abt it.... Unknown also.

This was sometime ago. The 3 of us trying to cam whore during outing at East coast. Ok, PJ is special.... he is just extra at the back. Success rate of cam whoring: 0%.....

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Ytd, went to Justin's SMU fright night tryout. Ok, it was kind of scary exp when I am paired up with DX and Tengteng. I ended up doing all the task.

Trying to get the photos beside the 'ghost'. The smartest way is to use your legs, not hands and definitely not ur brains.

And the smart way to take a photo with the ghost to complete the task. Take it from a distance away.

N the fright night MOI assessors. -.- My shit today is green. Haha

One step forward and two steps back

2009-07-08T18:34:00.003+08:00

School started, stress is starting, everything is rolling in. OMG!

Newest band I add to my collection in Itunes. Really not bad. It follows the Nickelback style la. Hmm, found this band in transformer's music soundtrack. Haha. Really like the chorus.

It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you wanted from me
And knowing that if I give that to you
I might just disappear

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

[Chorus:]
It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe
That's theres no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our lives

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

[Chorus]

There's still time to turn this around
You could be building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late

[Chorus]

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, baby I'm sorry to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

June common test 2009!

2009-07-04T22:24:00.001+08:00

Guess who's back man! I am just so enjoying my hols now. haha. Please do not be jealous becos i have suffered for the past 1 week! Hahahahahahaha.

Everything's just so not fine. i am gng emo abt my chem and econs.... Phys was well, not that bad and Maths and GP is expected.... not that great.

I am not gng to care abt it for now. have till tues to slack be4 starting all these shit again. BB!

Demi Lovato - Here we go again

2009-06-30T21:39:00.000+08:00

Nice MV found on Youtube. This singer sounds quite nice altho I have no idea who is she. haha.

I throw all of your stuff away
Then I Clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages

I tell everyone we got through
Because Im so much better w/o you
But its just another pretty like a side break down
Every time you come around. Oh, oh

Chorus
So how do you get here under my skin
Swore that Id never let you back in
Shoulda known better
Been tryin let you go cause here we go, go, go again
Hard as I try I know I cant quit
Something about you is so addicting
Were falling together
You think that by now I know cause here we go, go, go again

You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Every time that you look at me

You only hear half of what I say
And youre always showing up too late
And I know that I should say good bye, bye its no use
Cant with or without you. oh, oh

Chorus
So how do you get here under my skin
Swore that Id never let you back in
Shoulda known better
Been tryin let you go cause here we go, go, go again
Hard as I try I know I cant quit
Something about you is so addicting
Were falling together
You think that by now I know cause here we go, go, go again

again.
and again, and again, and again, and again, and again.

I threw all of your stuff away
Then I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
oh, oh, oh, oh

Chorus
So how do you get here under my skin
Swore that Id never let you back in
Shoulda known better
Been tryin let you go cause here we go, go, go again
Hard as I try I know I cant quit
Something about you is so addicting
Were falling together
You think that by now I know cause here we go, go, Here we go again
Here we go again
Shoulda known better
Been tryin let you go cause here we go, go, go again
again...

ANCO DINNER

2009-06-27T13:10:00.003+08:00

ANCO dinner with the comm ppl and SNCO was great last night.

Did not manage to go to Kbox.... so sian la... I want to sing leh!!!! Its like more than half a year since I last step foot into K.... Yawns.... But no choice.... studies 1st....

Started off meeting De Xian in somerset MRT and having dinner at Botak jones with the rest. Lols. De Xian is truly hilarious.

"And the hungry ghosts" quotes from Ting Xin

Me and my Admin SNCO, pichu..... the other Pika is not there ytd. Lols. Sometimes it just makes me think that I am a pokemon trainer becos I have pikachu as my apprentice.

From the last blog post hor, forgot to thk this auntie at the right for helping me in admin. So have to say thk u now. THK U MRS DYCCO! (Don say I didn't anymore ok!)
P.S. They have couple face right? Haha

Went to the arcade after that. With my primary school classmate. Nvr expected her to join SJAB in sec school. And same zone some more.

It's supposed to be a paradise for guys. Turn out like this.... see this DX.... lols. Can't believe that the guys can get so bored :p

Then went to SMU underground pass to chill.... chilled till about 1am the next day be4 going home. Lols. Have to consult EMOEMO king. And there was pure fun especially when there is beer. Blah. Haha.

Time to get back to studies man. 2 more days and school will reopen.
HELL IS COMING SOON, real soon.....

ANCO 2009

2009-06-24T17:41:00.004+08:00

This is a lagged response. Back from ANCO since Sunday... haha. But haven't got time and feel to update the course. hmm, 1st year joining ANCo. Must say it is quite stressful being the admin. Aiya... cannot attach the full video made by Justin... but its on FB :) Really a memorable one. Haha.

The whole 3 nights only slept for 6 hours. How wonderful... Super high tempo camp and of cos must thk Pooh bear. Must really thk my 2 admin (The PIKACHUs) haha. They are really nice ppl and helped me alot during the camp. Enjoyed working with them.

Aiya... nth much to say... shall go back to study afterwards. Shall watch show 1st. haha

Faber Drive

2009-06-17T11:41:00.001+08:00

Thx my bro for introducing this band to me. They are really good. Like most of the mussic in their album. WAHAHHAHA. Be4 i go to the camp tmr, shall delicate this song to all of u! Don't miss me for the next 4 days :)

oh the band is called FABER DRIVE

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
(Was it something I did?)
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

2009-06-15T18:00:00.001+08:00

This show is a must watch! Haha. Super nice and I am gng to look forward to every night of it.


剧集名称：: 突围行动

主要演员：: 杨思琦吴卓羲米雪徐子珊廖碧儿马俊伟

语言字幕：: 粤语对白，中文字幕

剧情简介：: 重重突围揭开外围集团层层黑幕外围集团害人不浅，引起非法借贷、走私贩毒、买卖军火等罪行。举重男女主角凭着不屈不挠的精神瓦解外围集团。一心以伸张正义为己任的高原本有大好家庭，父亲、却因被揭发赌外围马而自杀。高好友专门调查外围集团，发现案中有案，结果离奇毙命。高转职到时装店工作，发现高层可能就是令父亲及好友死亡的外围集团主谋。高向警方提供资料，警方要求他潜伏在内充当内线。高险露出破绽，幸得前女友颖帮忙，却发现对自己若即若离的颖原来是潜入公司调查的现役警员……

Give me a break

2009-06-10T10:18:00.000+08:00

Give me a break from all these shit... I need to mug.

不說出的溫柔

2009-06-08T20:34:00.006+08:00

妳是否忘記了那時候的笑容如果我已不在妳心中捨不得為什麼妳說過的以後留下我能不能圓夢那天空雲很多看不見妳的輪廓只剩下太多來不及說

(是我妳好嗎沒什麼事只是想知道妳好不好
這是我最後一次打給妳了希望妳好好照顧自己)
Goodbye
不說出的溫柔讓妳離開我我以為妳都會懂等著妳我才發現難過
很難說有沒有想念過妳的手可能是我不願去觸碰不記得本來妳有沒有擦口紅反正是我已經錯過
那天空雲很多看不見妳的輪廓剩下太多來不及說

想哭的衝動開始在心虛以後才等著妳的手擁抱我的寂寞該說的時候早應該大聲的說那種認真的折磨弄巧成拙不說出的溫柔讓妳離開我我以為妳都會懂想哭的衝動開始在失去以後已經擦乾了淚為何還有點痛該說的時候早應該大聲的說愛已經留下缺口剩下沉默不說出的溫柔讓妳離開我只擁抱妳要的夢別擔心我我會好好過

YEA! Photosssss

2009-06-04T22:28:00.002+08:00

I got my SD card reader le! Hahaha, but it don't work... wtf... it is also Mirco SD but I don know y it can't be fitted into my SD. But still managed to use my USB port to connect to the comp. YAY! So i can now store music and upload images :)

YUPYUP. Promised myself to have a post about saying goodbye to the house I lived since birth. Lols. But I guess I will just make do with 2 pics.....

Had been sleeping at this corner for the past 1 year. Yawns.

Lagged response. This is my new room :) But its like 3 weeks alr.... not new anymore, furthermore, its even more messy thann in the photo now. Lols

If any of you guys don see me in Sundown, I am at this KM mark patrolling and stuff. Nice mark actually. u see alot of people who hit the wall here then start having cramps and stuff.

My bleach figurines! Courtesy to Ah Ling Jie Jie for giving it to me :) Really nice la. But gave Renji (above) to my bro and Rukia to Ah da... and I am left with the 3 below. :(

Luckily, still have Ichigo, one of my fav. HAHAHa

Ran this evening at the big field near my house. Wah... actually is super long distance... 1 round take 7 mins in normal pace. Ran 3 rounds.... not bad taking into consideration that the last time I ran is 11 days ago. OK, super tired.... going to sleep now. BB

NS checkup

2009-06-02T21:11:00.002+08:00

Today went for NS checkup. OMG.... it took me freaking 4 hours to complete the whole thing. Went alone and tot I would be alone for the whole thingy.

Then i saw this big sized guy who looked exactly like MaLan..... and I tot maybe is not him la. Then during urine test I was like cannot pee and I grumbled abt it. Then started talking to him and found out actually he really is Malan. HAHA. Since he's a marist and is alone also decided to talk and make friend with him. Lols.

The bloodtest was not painful but after the injection I saw a whole tube of my own blood, I got alittle scared. Lols, otherwise it was ok.... Then the dick check is like nth la.... the medical officer just said "Pull down ur pants and underwear". Then he said "U can pull up ur pants" almost instantaneously. It was like WTF was that for when he didn't even take a peek at it. I think it is just to test if you r gay or not. LOL.

I got Pes A.... shit la. I tot I would get Pes D becos my pulse is like 112 and 56 which is a little low and my ECG looks like got alot of problems.... but the doc said i am healthy!!! SIAN....

Comes the most exciting part and the most mentally demanding part which is the survey which took almost 2 hours testing your intelligence and stuff. Sux... I can't complete alot of the quizzes.... And they asked whether I like to go diving, climbing mountain, parachuting, drive aeroplane... I put yes for parachuting and driving airplane... since I want to be pilot.... but my dad say if u say u want parachute then means you will get to commando which is like HOLY SHIT.... I tot that would help me get to pilot... I totally got owned by the questionnaire now. Sian... just hope I don get to commando now. My dad said he suffered alot inside.... just don wish it to happen to me.

Lending my laptop to Willis later. No lalptop for 2 days. Might as well study. Lols. BB guys for 2 days and 2 nights. I would be missing from the WWW.

Green day: Bouevard of Broken Dreams

2009-06-01T21:55:00.001+08:00

I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And were I walk alone

Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk away!

Ouch.... Sundown

2009-06-01T10:02:00.002+08:00

Went Sundown as a volunteer leader 2 nights ago... yawns... it sux... people are running a marathon for 6 hours and I rode a bike for 12 hours. I shld have just ran.

Was at the 32km mark with my volunteers. The route is so long la... then have to look after their welfare, make sure they are not raped by any bangala, listen to the comms making sure there is no instructions from me (When obviously there's a lot) and the worst is to entertain the bored stiff NTU students who I am in charge of. So sad. The whole night was just cycling, seeing people run, listening to the comms, talking to a bunch of NTU seniors. Lols.

But but but, it's not too bad at times when u manage to see some really good runners who came to support their friend. THere was this guy who is an Ironman who came to talk to me and another NTU student. He was there to support his friend after his training (and woah, he was training for an Ironman in Australia next week) and he gave us a lot of advice on how to run a marathon. I think its really great to get tips from such a good endurance trainer. Haha.

And there is this joke bangala who came to my AId station then started clearing up the cups that runners threw. Its scary.... and have to tell him to stop because we tot that he may just want money from us after the whole event. Luckily he just wanted the cupboard. So we just gave it to him. Lols. While I was cycling pass him I heard him saying "Wo Lai le" then started picking up the cups which was truly hilarious. Haha.

Went SJAB str8 after that. No sleep at all until 9 last night. Luckily today MAths lecture is cancelled and I can rest well at home. Slept 12 hours. Maybe chalking up more later. LOL!

And when you r suay, u really become suay.... I got this don know what happened back ache 4 days ago... and now I banged my toe onto my bed. Now its swelling and painful like mad. Sian... hope nth more of such things would happen to me again.

I miss u, and u came for me

2009-05-29T16:28:00.002+08:00

Sometimes u just wonder if this is too good to be true.....

The Underdog!

2009-05-28T20:00:00.003+08:00

This is like scary.... but the dog didn't ate any steriods or drank anything protein shake. it is pure genes. Maybe in future we don't need to train and muscles will just build up in us. Lols. But its still scary...

Ouch my back hurts. i really have no idea....

Train!

2009-05-26T19:00:00.003+08:00

TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN! You can do it ZH!
Aim High, Shoot high and Achieve well.

Green day have their new album :)

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

Violence is an enemy
Against the enemy
Violence is an energy

Bringing on the fury
The choir infantry
Revolt against the honor to obey

Overthrow the effigy
The vast majority
Burning down the foreman of control

Silence is the enemy
Against your urgency
So rally up the demons of your soul

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

The insurgency will rise
When the bloods been sacrificed
Don't be blinded by the lies
In your eyes

Violence is an energy
From here to eternity
Violence is an energy
Silence is the enemy
So gimme gimme revolution

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

Overthrow the effigy
The vast majority
Burning down the foreman of control

Silence is the enemy
Against your urgency

That video I embbed sux. This link is much better. But I can't embed it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pvtz8P0AMHg

Times are bad.

2009-05-24T21:21:00.003+08:00

Went for Band concert ytd. It was really good. Hmmm, at the very least, it is better than what I expected because I am not into classical mussic. But I think the stage band was funny. haha.

With Nic, his sis, Justin and David....

As expected I failed my NapFA. I am gng to be emo for the next 2 days. Lols. JK la. Don really give a damm....

And LOL! I cannot post anything from my phone. SUX! I am gng to get thee MicroSD card reader from U man GRACE YEOYEOYEO!!! Haha. And find a dat to meet then go find Ah Ling jiejie for my bleach figurine. haha.

politically apathetic

2009-05-18T18:34:00.002+08:00

Hmmm, went to my cousin's wedding on Sat's night. It was ok... but the food was great. N I drank my beer. Haha. Miss the taste so much. But I think the beer they serve is Tiger, doesn't taste as nice as hoegarden, heineken. Can't believee wedding can get so boring. But luckily got to talk to Ahda.... if not, I think I would be stoning most of the time.

I think I am doing rather well in econs now :) Had been scoring decent results for the past 2 test. maybe I can be an economist. Wahahaha.

And Mr Chung raised the question about "Youths being politically apathetic". But seriously why should we care about politics? Its not like we can do anything to the government policies passed down. Furthermore, we need LICENSE to go on strike. The most inpractical thing is, its not much use to our GP essays anyway. Lols.

And I think I will not and will nvr ever be a politcian.

Think about it, in office, people are already complaining about office politics and how unbearable it is. If u r earning your living thru playing with politics, wouldn't it make your life so miserable? Even in SJ sometimes u face politics and I can't stand it alr, if you bring it up to a whole new level, I believe that I will commit sucide not soon after stepping up as some minister.

Shit man, having a bad headache and body ache. i think I am gng to be sick soon. Shit man.... have to sleep early tonight.

Sundown breifing.

2009-05-16T14:53:00.002+08:00

Lols. I found out the post for sundown is not that big actually. Lols. It's like just a sector leader which is like take charge of 2km of the route. Haha. Ya.... got to meet this guy called ZiYi who is taking up chem engineering (My future). He is smart la, double degree. Talked to him quite a bit about these and that. Maybe I shld reconsider my choice abt Chem engineering after hearing from him. And it is quite scary. The ppl under me are all NTU volunteers, and they are all like 20 + years old... I am like 18? How to really call them do things. I will be damn ps la. lols

Listening to BY2 now. Not bad la actually. Haha. But I don think they are very chio like what ppl are saying. One of their nicer songs :)

我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手

我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手

如果有一天我们有缘在见
你会不会想起说过的永远

倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手

OMG

2009-05-15T21:35:00.003+08:00

Tmr have some stupid breifing by Sundown marathon. I am really quite nervous now. Tot would be just some small small crew leader. But it seems that I am some da pai as seen from the heriachy chart.

This is shit la. Marshall leader. May god bless me at TPY stadium tmr. Sian. Maybe I would meet someone I know I hope.

RandoM: Shannon is my new BFF. Lols. Crazy shit.

days without u, SengKang house

2009-05-12T18:52:00.007+08:00

I lost my adaptor for my mircoSD! Now I can't upload any photos onto blogger. Don't know where I left it at... Really gone missing. Sian....

Anw, shift to SK liao. And I think it kind of sux... the food here is full of MSG.... just taste the soup and you will know. Lols. I need home cooked meals everyday. N I need super lot of vege... I am now laterally surviving on frozen meat everyday. Yawns.....

Airport has become quite a short trip compared to being in TPY.... Ytd went to study with ANg and QUah.... can't believe the Kopitiam management came to chase us out of the place becos we are mugging there. Ass lehs.... I shld not have their Kopitiam membership card... its a disgrace.... LOL.

And I hate taking bus from SK to school.... OMG... it is super crowded, no eye candies and worst is that it is much slower than in TPY de!!!! SHIT.... the bus have to stop in every stop and they can't travel fast becos it is 1 lane road. Sian diao la.... now I am arriving in school at 7.10... which is like super late liao lor.

Yawns.... wait till I can find my adaptor and I will upload some photos.

Altho I promised alot of things to u... but I do not have the courage to ask/tell u and I know I will nvr have.

Anger kills

2009-05-07T16:58:00.003+08:00

I really cannot understand wat's with my dad, mum, bro... they cannot say things in a peaceful way.... they just have to start scolding each other. Esp just now when my bro just lose his dictionary nia.... can just easily lend from my cousin a block away... but he chose to be angry becos don know who threw away/ misplaced it. Stupid la... its not like he don have that particular dict of his then he can passs. He can't pass his CL test anyways.... Dumb

My 心情 today these 2 days is actually not bad de.... but everyday come home liao just feel like shit again.... all the nagging and stuff... Pack 1 house so hard meh.... just put everything in a box then bring over then unpack everything out of the box nia mah. So easy stuff must debate and shout at each other and end up the stuff just getting packed into the box. Some stuff want to bring over de just bring la... y must throw lehx? Its not like I am downgrading my house to a smaller one..... sure have enough space de mah. Then if you want that particular item just say la... no one gng to stop u from bringing it over mah. Then y must rebuke and insist that this particular item must be thrown away one lehx? Again, sure have enough space de mah... And the house so fan le... still want to attitude over something so insignificant like a dictionary for what... if really so impt keep in the bag la.

Haiz.... fan ah fan ah.....

Horny classroom talk

2009-05-04T19:35:00.002+08:00

if you have ever seen American pie, I think the class is something like that today during free periods today. Haha. Super joke actually. Been talking all those shit which got to do with "men's heealth" and Justin said something uber funny. Lols. Shall not be disclosed here.

I think sometimes lonely will really make one emo.... but when friends come in and talk crap and stuff with u, u become much better. OH! Timing for 2.4 is 10.49 today when trying out. Still haven't hit 10.30 yet. YAwns....

and WC is much faster than me. OMG... fast. And WC's giraffe like the present I tot for WC. Hmmm, actually i think the idea is kinda crap... but well, Its ok. So its good. :)

Gotta study for econs now. Ciao!

Its all for you

2009-05-03T22:00:00.005+08:00

Sometimes I just wonder if what I am doing is really worth it. Everything which is floating in my mind now have nth to do with academics and it sux becos I know I am not going to improve if I don focus on it. I have to focus focus focus.

Somehow, it really sux when you get into this type of shit. It takes really long to get a little better. But when u somehow get better, ppl tell u all these shit again and make u unhappy for the next few days.

Shit has been happening these few days again and I don't want to talk about it. It just builds up and u have to slowly clear it out of ur mind again. The mind is just like a recycle bin... when u do shit, u delete shit... And I am now busy deleting this shit... but it seems like virus and I have been trying to delete it since J1.... but its still not much deleted.... I really don't know what to do.

Maybe I need more time. but do I have it in the 1st place?

Lastly i just want to delicate this song to myself....

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
And I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I wanna say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping in words
You got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive

Wolverine

2009-05-02T23:27:00.002+08:00

Went out with SJ ppl just now. Started off mugging at carls jr with Wins, Glen, Glenn, DX. Lols. Instead of mugging, talked for 2 hours and ended up doing 1 hour worth of work. And dX copied only 2 pages out of his 20 pages of corrections.

Watched Wolverine. Was quite disappointed actually to see the ending where wolverine just run away and thats the end. Felt so cheated by the show! OMG... shld be something like wolverine joinedd professor X or wat right?

But gng out with them is just plain entertainment. Suan each other and talking abt SJ stuff, school life. Haha. More such outing man. Lols.

Yawns... 2meetings to go tmr.

Labour day. Labour for me

2009-05-01T23:44:00.001+08:00

Every year Labour's day would be a labour day for me. Yawns... Mum's bday today. And I have to do all the household chores instead.... n my lazy bro did nth except for gng to buy breakfast in the morning. The rest of the time, he is just doing his own stuff.

Finally packed something to prepared to shift house. lols. 1 week left dude.... I think I will miss TPY.... seriously... here is so much more convenient than Seng Kang...

Jolene's present

2009-04-30T20:07:00.002+08:00

Woah! Watched movie! So happy... haha. At least I am going out instead of going home to play and study today. Did something different. Hmmm, watched Taken with WC and Jiao King, Wei hao. Haha.

It's actually quite nice. Quite touching to see the dad risking his life just to save his daughter who may not even have survived in the 1st place. Oh she got kipnapped by some french mafia. Haha. But the show is a little gorey, all the killings and stuff.

Then went to hunt for my formal wear for my cousin's wedding. Can't believe WC actually intended not to get a bday gift for giraffe. Had to push him somehow to make sure he do. Lols. At least he brought a gift. So not that bad. Hmm, the gift is I think 1. Lols. WC sux... don even know wat colour she like -.-

Got my shirt at recoil. Looks nice. but my bro kope it when he saw it just now :( Now I have to find another shirt for the wedding. sian.

Breathlessness

2009-04-28T19:30:00.001+08:00

I am gng breathless. I need some rest. This stupid admin work is killing me. I have lots to clear on my plate. SHIT.... time to clear more stuff......

I am so blur!

2009-04-25T18:06:00.002+08:00

I am so blur!!! Shit... tot today was ANCO meeting and went down to HQ to find out that there was no one in the meeting rooms. Waited half an hour be4 I found out that I got the date wrongly. SHIT it.... now I have to go back to HQ tomorrow again. Wat a waste of time. Damn it la.... curse my lousy brain.

Met Kah Meng. haha. That guy is doing well man. Lols. But he got tanned. I wonder how would I be when it is my turn to get in. Maybe I would just be chao da.... I hope it would be those nice tan tho. Lols.

Running day

2009-04-24T20:34:00.002+08:00

Wrong day to meet de xian today. he is having a bad mood. But whatever la, still managed to talk alot with him. Haha. Went to run with him be4 that. My speed today sux.... intervals is like 1.45 on average. Shit lor. No improvements.

Hmm, tmr have meeting again. So sian abt it. More things to do. And I want to mug!!!! No time to mug lehs....

Kah Meng is out of camp. Haha. Gng to see him tomorrow during training. Wonder how is he doing. Lols.

Maybe

2009-04-21T17:39:00.003+08:00

Maybe Chaiy shld join my emo music club :) I think 'Only one' by yellowcard would suit the situation he is in from yesterday. Ouch.... But ya...

To chaiYong: You shld start concentrating on ur work and not on these stupid things anymore.

Yawns... I am so tired now. Luckily tmr is a super slack day with only 2 lectures and some stupid career talk. I hope I can get the A*star scholarship or Keppel one. But they are super hard to get, by the rate I am gng, I think I can't even get a MOE scholarship -.-

Facebook is the stalking tool of the century. I think people are like using FB to stalk other ppl. Even the least possible candidate to use this tool, Yi Fen is using it to stalk her friend and ciculating the photo in class (Shall not say their relationship.... he hmmm) And ya... this is scary. Imagine my photo being crused and sweared upon. Shit... Well, I am guilty of this crime XD I do stalk ppl sometimes to KP. Haha.

Life nowadays is just so uniformed. Everyday is just school, home, game, work, TV, sleep. And the cycle just repeat itself over and over. Even the music I am listening to are the same few songs. Shit... I need something more exciting~~~

Fast and furious 4

2009-04-18T22:14:00.002+08:00

OK! 1 more movie down. Hahahaha. Shhh...

Fast and furious was great. The animation and the drift is OMG. I also want 1 of these cars. But too bad, SG don have such roads for me to drive these super high speed cars. Lols.

Tmr shall be some mugging before going baCK TO school.

"I have turned to the dark side" by WC.
Sweeping statement. Yawns